"To deny one's past is to deny oneself." -Blair Waldorf

HAHAHA!!! I love going through my old notes, blog posts, diary/planner entry, and the likes... It brings tons of memories and all that sh!tty feeling of nostalgia. There're those moment when you'll ask yourself: did I really wrote this? It's a fun thing to do when you're hella bored. You might remember the feelings but instead of feeling it again... You'll just either laugh or cry about it. But it's always amazing to take a look back; whether the memories will make you happy or sad, you'll just have to accept the fact that once in your life, you felt "it"and you've come a long way to regret, get over and survive all those things. And you gonna give yourself a pat in the back to say that "You did a good job. There's more to come so carry on and live your life your way."

This Line Struck the Sh!t Outta Me

The best thing you could give someone is a CHANCE.

Kahit paulit-ulit..? Kahit Sa tingin mo masyado nang naabuso?..  Ewan ko. Hindi ko na alam. Masyado nang madaming nangyari. Siguro nga lalabas na sobrang babaw ko... At napaka walang kwenta kong kaibigan. Who cares?.. Think and say whatever you want about me... I wouldn't give a damn. Wala naman kayong alam Sa nangyari eh. Hindi namam kayo yung nakaramdam ng naramdaman ko. Ang hirap Sa mga tao Sa paligid sobrang galing magsalita at manghusga... Palibhasa wala naman talaga silang alam. Diba nga "it's easier said than done"? O, di ko nilahat ha... Basta! Sawang-sawa nakong makinig Sa mga kasinungalingan. I've had enough. Sabi nga nila diba "The only people you need in your life are the ones who need you in theirs." Clearly she doesn't need me. Why would I be so pathetic chasing after a friendship that's been abused and neglected? Tanggap Kong ako yung masama. Ok nako dun. Ako na yung nag give-up. Fine. But she's the reason behind it all. Magiging sinungaling ako kapag sinabi kong di ko namimiss Ang presence nia... Oo namimiss ko sya. And I will miss her forever. Siguro nga hindi nmn ako galit Sa kanya. I'm just making a big deal out of this sh!t. We both does anyway. Oo magkakaayos. Well, maayos nmn... I mean there's nothing to fix. It's all good. But it will never be the same.

Chance you ask?.. She had tons of that... I'm the one who doesn't have a single bit. And how can you give what you don't have?

I really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really,really,really,really,really, really really really,really,really, really, don't care.

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