Time Flies

Oh my gosh!!! Next week is already the start of the last month of the year!!! ugh..! How can it be so soon..? >_< well.. I'm fascinated how last year is already a year ago... hahaha!!! :)) Christmas season is on..! :D The tradition planner of Starbucks is my tradition as well... So you can say that I'm currently broke..! hahaha!!! :)) Lost my allowance without noticing it... And that's pretty awful..! Plus the expenses I have in school... Okay.. How did I get there..? Damn..! I was talking about how fast time flies.. hahaha!!! :)) oh damn! I'm a really bad writer.. Pardon me.. But who cares..?? ahaha..! Anyways... I've got frustrated by the time passing so fast this morning... Actually that started last night... My paranoia about my next birthday... My gawwwd!!! I was really upset about it when I realized that I've got a month to go before my next birthday... And I haven't finished my promised gift to myself yet... That sucks pretty much as it soothes... Soothing in a way that there few more time left before I graduate college... It sucks because... I don't want to turn a year older..! Less excuse of being childish... Less excuse of playing and less excuse of being lazy..! ahahaha!! :)) haaay!!! I just don't want my birthday to come..! Maybe I'll die before January 2, 2011..?? But hell.!! I haven't enjoy life much yet..! So what to do?? What to do???