RIP My Feline Friend, Rain

RIP Rain. May 2, 2012-August 16, 2012 

My cat named Rain died this afternoon... I guess she's the first pet that died in our care.. or so the first one I'll remember...

Rain is the daughter of my original cat MiHo. She was born with three sisters... Her fur like her mom is pure white... And there's this song with a lyrics that goes "I heard her face was WHITE as RAIN"... and I love rain. That's how she got her name... At first, I prefer her siblings over her... Because dirt easily accumulates in her eyes and nose.. But as time goes by, I found myself closer to her than any of the other three... Practically because it's been my hobby to clean her face.
She has this hazel left eye and blue right eye.


She's a sweet little Kitty. My dog Saudia and her always play around. And she's like a squirrel! She loves to jump on people. One time she jumped on me and her nails scratch my thigh! I was so pissed that I managed to throw her away... But after a minute or so.. She went close to me and I can't help but hug her and say sorry for throwing her. Yeah she's sweet like that.

I feel like I'm an irresponsible pet owner. I left her. ToT She was vomiting since yesterday morning.. But I just let her be like that I thought that she'll be ok like her mom... But I though wrong. TToTT This noon I came home and find her in a pitiful state. She can barely move..  When you look at her you'll thought that she's dead if not only for her ragged breathing you'll not think that she's still alive... I made her eat sugar and she responded. I talked to her and ask her to wait for me... Because I'll just buy her meds... When I came back she's still there. She waited for me... I made her drink the medicine that I bought and the hydrate solution that I made... Then I left her again... For the second time I thought that she'll get through it. I thought that she'll live and be hyper again. And for the second time... I thought wrong. My papa texted me at about 5 o'clock in the afternoon... only to tell me that Rain is dead. I was devastated. I feel so bad for her. And my feeling worsen because I can't give her a decent grave. T___T
Papa said that maybe she's not meant for us. But I hope in her little time, she enjoyed her stay with us. I love her. And I'll definitely miss her. Thank you  and goodbye dear Rain... We love you... We miss you.

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