Slept With

People always think that when you sleep together, there’s always something that is happening in between the sheets and the bed. But let me tell you, It’s not always like that. The feeling of actually hugging each other until you fall asleep, the warmth of each other’s breath, and the total happiness in the morning when you wake up right beside them. Everything may sound so good to be true, but sometimes it takes a lot of responsibility and love to be able to be as wholesome as possible. Sleeping with your special someone is one of the most heartwarming experiences you’ll ever have. No nothing, simply hugging and smiling yourself to sleep.

-Strawbwrrytelle

Oh boy!

'zup m'blog..? hahaha!! haay! i wanna blog and blog and blog... but i can't seem to do so... i lack some inspiration... whew! i don't know.. i was sitting here in front of my PC like forever but... I can't seem to do anything! Sooner than later I'll be convincing m'self to stop writing this post and sleep! But I'll try not to...

Okay... I'v got a nice topic in here.... I've posted this status in my fb last October 25...

just when i had open the door for my waiting visitor...someone else..an unpleasant one came rushing towards the closing door.. tsssssk!

I don't wanna be particular of anything here... :P But if you know me... You'll get this easily...

The waiting visitor was God in the form of forgiveness... I assume it's quite obvious that the unpleasant one was the devil... In the form of... revenge.

Oh boyyy! I don't really understand me... hahaha!! :)) I wanna gt over this but I wanna get even... Which one should I choose...? Of course it shouldn't be asked...but, I just can't get it... There's a part of me that wanted to be tempted.. And for that, I hate my self. Well.. That day I was confuse of what to do.. But I guess, I quite decided upon it... See, I'm tying to be matured... And revenge was way too childish for me.. But I don't wanna feel old and a bit of a game won't hurt. Bu set all these aside... I believe God has a better plan, it's just up for me to choose which plan I want to work. So yes... I'll choose to give it all to my creator. To God be the glory. I'm done with all the devil's shit! xD

Creative Shot Beybe!

Let's face it. I just enrolled this morning for my last semester in college! I am graduating... Past all that requirements that I don't want to think about... hahaha!! Graduation = year book! Year book = picture taking!!!!!! Which is currently what I've been problematic about these past few days... Yep. Read that right...It's been my concern for a week or so now... Creative shot is the thing! I dunno it's just quite pressuring...hahaha! Or maybe it's just me you know... haha! I even spend a day googling about some good ideas fro creative shot... Anyways there's only been one idea that's been playing in my mind for my precious creative shot... See it's been my dream to wear a Victorian dress though I don't know what occasion I can wear such gown... I was thinking this is the perfect time but then I realized last night that it will cost me too much...And to think it's just for 8 shots/poses... So it's not so practical right..? Then there are a lot of ideas coming in and out of my head! There's so many things that I want! And I want them all in one photo shoot! The thing is... I can't! So I dunno... Minnie minnie my nie mo! Ugh!

The Hardest 20 Sentences of My Life

I was asked to write 20 sentences yesterday afternoon... I was in such a mess! Hahaha!!! :)) So it was the last day of my Synthesis (well.. you have to be a Scholastican to understand what was that all about) and I had no sleep the night before because of the paper works that's due that day. The paper works consist of essayS and reflection paperS... So all night long I was writing and writing.. Then it was my brother's retreat so I wrote him a letter as well! I was happily writing my reflection paper...I actually made a 3 pages reflection paper. And when I said I had no sleep I literally meant it. My eyes didn't close that whole night except for blinks that of course I always do (anyone who doesn't?) Now what I was worried about was reporting... I always hated it. And I was worried that I might twist words since my whole mind is quite floating. I didn't even mind the exam afterwards...So reporting was done and all.. it's time for the written exam... It was actually very easy... We were asked to wrote 20 sentences with two concepts that was listed in front of us (did you get that? oh! I'm not explaining! I don't even want to get back to it!). Yes it was very easy. I might have finished first if only I have a conditioned mind... But see, it was the hardest 20 sentences I made! I was out of thoughts and words for the fact that I used my vocabulary the previous night! It was exhausting. Actually I planned to write this post last night... But I didn't quite recover fast from "out-wording" thing! Hahaha!!

The end of the Synthesis was the start of my sembreak! :) Haaay! I can count down but... I don't want to! I'm quite worried about my thesis and oral defense and the board exam! Goodness Gracious! I dunno what else to think whenever I think of these three! But hey! It is my sembreak soooo.... I'll let these thoughts rest. :)

My dear friends... I'm hoping I can catch up on them this sembreak... Whew! Too much plans again!

Everytime I read Quotes... I remember YOU

I'd like to believe that I'll wake up one morning and not miss him anymore. I'll finally understand that when he broke my heart it was for a reason, one I just don't understand yet, but when I do I'll know that he messed up and not me.

don't give up when your own fact is someone else's fiction.-chuck bass


In literature there are thousands of endings... Some happy, some sad... Some end with a twist. Some stories open the door for something more... And then there are fairy tale endings where the girl gets her prince; and endings that turn you introspective about your own lives and your place in the world. And then there's the ending that you saw coming a mile away and yet somehow still takes you by surprise.
-x o x o gossip girl

A golden rule to live by, to keep us girls on track: NEVER love a player, cause he'll NEVER love you back.

To be honest with you, I don't have the words to make you feel better, but I do own the arms to offer you a hug, ears to listen to whatever you want to talk about, and I have a heart; a heart that's hurting to see you smile again

Fact: Approximately two-thirds of people tip their head to the right when they kiss. Some scholars speculate this preference starts in the womb.

If Someone wants to be a part of your life, they will be there. Don't bother saving a spot for someone who won't make the effort to stay.

 you existed in my past. That's why I can't stop looking back, because you were there with all of our sweet memories

It's like everytime I take a step away from you, something is pulling me back

Loving you, I thought you cared for me, but you never did. I felt you Loved me, But you never did. I liked when you talked to me, but you just wanted attention. I Love when you ignore me now, I just cant stop Loving you..

"We can fight for hours, even days about something so stupid and pointless, but at the end of the day, I always find myself running back to you."

One day you'll look back and realize how much I truly cared for you. But when you do, it'll be too late.

I'm Shattered

These pictures came out last August...Just a month after the last HP movie came out... I was deeply hurt when I saw these pics... Especially when I read the news about her. My heart was shattered. I love him for real...I know it's crazy cause I don't know him personally.. And I know I'm one of the million who mourns because of this pictures... But I also know.. That I'm the only one who can love him the way I do. Non sense is it...? Well, I'm nonsense without him.

I love him not because of his appearance, not because of his fame and money. Instead, I love him for what he is. 

I once made a blog how much I love him... In my old friendster blog... But the thing is... I didn't saved it.. Friendster was reformat and taa daa! All the blogs, photos, etc. were deleted! Haaay! Anyways... I really am broken. Beyond repair I guess... Unless Dan and I get married. :)

Lip Lock.KISS.Smooches :*

Kissing is a means of getting two people so close together that they can't see anything wrong with each other...

I don't know... but I love kissing... Haven't got my first one yet... So I don't actually know if  I'm a good kisser... But I would love to kiss! :| Too bad there's no one to lock my lips with... Well.. a friend of mine put this in my mind: "Give your first kiss to someone whom you truly love and who truly loves you." But it's getting harder to wait... And I'm starting to change my philosophy of "first kiss = true love" to "a kiss is just a kiss"... I just want a kiss. A real sweet kiss... Like the following.. My favorite kisses...♥

Daniel Radcliffe is the love of my life! I grew up loving him... And it will be really awesome if I can kiss him! :*

Bonnie Wright & Daniel Radcliffe (as Ginny&Harry HP6 movie)

Bonnie Wright & Daniel Radcliffe (as Ginny&Harry HP7part2 movie)

Such a lucky fan! I'm envious.. >_< But that's not the only thing I want to do with my Dan... :))

Daniel Radcliffe & Katie Leung (as Harry Potter & Cho Chang HP5 movie)

Bonnie Wright & Daniel Radcliffe (as Ginny&Harry HP7part1 movie)

Rainnie Yang & Mike He Jun Xiang (as Qi Yue & Ah Mon in Devil Beside You, he's my favorite kisser ever!)

PSH & JGS (Go Mi Nam & Hwang Tae Kyung )

Park Shin Hye & Jang Geun Suk (Etude House CF)

Ancient lovers believed a kiss would literally unite their souls, because the spirit was said to be carried in one's breath.

A kiss can be a comma, a question mark or an exclamation point. That's basic spelling that every woman ought to know.

Honest Girl on Twitpic

Honest Girl on Twitpic

All About Girls... A bit help for the Boys. :)

I saw this post from one of my FB friends.. :) I just love it! hahaha!! :)) GIRL's Language is EPIC! ♥i'm not actually sure if you'll see her through the link.. but just for some good credits.. :) xoxo  

ANG MGA BABAE.....

1. Moody: Inborn na sa mga babae to. Kung badtrip kami, wag niyo nang sasabayan.

2. Pag sinabi naming nagtatampo kami, lambing lang katapat: Yung salitang tampo way lang namin yun para sabihing lambingin niyo kami. Konting I love you niyo lang, okay na kami.

3. Gusto namin yung palagi kaming kino-compliment: Pag may bago sa itsura namin, gusto naming mapansin niyo. Kasi nakakataas ng self-confidence namin yun.

4. Pag napansin niyong naging sersyoso yung mga text namin, may mali: Kapag ganun, may nagawa kayong di namin nagustuhan. Kaya be alert. Kapag sinabe naming wala, meron talaga. Nahihiya lang kami. Kaya pilitin niyo kaming sabihin sa inyo. At pagtapos naming masabi, konting lambing lang. Back to normal na ulit.

5. Selosa kami: Kaya iwasan niyong makipag harutan sa ibang girls. Lalo na sa harapan namin. Pero may ibang babae na tahimik lang kung mag-selos. Inoobserabahan lang kayo. Pero kapag napuno, simula na ng away.

6. Kaming mga babae, normal lang ang ma-attract sa mga gwapo: Hanggang tingin lang kami. Kasi hindi naman na namin makikita ulit. Ma-attract man kami sa 1M lalaki, ang puso namin ay para lang sa tunay naming mahal. Ganun din naman kayong mga lalaki. Kapag nakakita ng maganda at sexy. Magaling lang kayong magtago.

7. Kaming mga babae, pinagmamalaki namin yung mga mahal namin ng hindi nila nalalaman: Katulad nalang sa mga GM (Group Message), Facebook at TUMBLR.

8. Ayaw namin sa mga manliligaw na nagmamadali: Yung tipo ng mga lalaking laging nagtatanong kung kailan ba namin sila sasagutin. Naiirita kami. Kaya dapat maging matiyaga kayo kasi dun namin nalalaman kung sino talaga kayo.

9. Kapag malungkot o tahimik kami, gusto namin ng yakap galing sa inyo: Kasi iba yung pakiramdam kapag hawak niyo na kami. Gumagaan yung pakiramdam namin. :">

10. Gustong gusto namin yung mga lalaking malaki ang respeto samin: Yung tipong pag ayaw namin magpa-kiss, hindi niyo gagawin. Instead, lalambingin ka na lang sa ibang paraan. Ang pinaka gusto naming kiss, kiss on the forehead. It symbolizes, respect.

11. Ang nagpapa-turn on samin ay yung lalaking protective: Yung kapag kasama namin kayo, feeling namin safe na safe kami. Walang mangyayaring masama at hindi kami ilalagay sa panganib.

12. Ayaw namin sa lalaking hanggang text lang: Kung mahal niyo talaga kami, patunayan niyo sa personal. Wag yung sa text lang kayo magaling. Magpaka-lalaki kayo!

13. Sobra kaming natutuwa sa mga lalaking ma-effort: Yung kahit walang special day, feel mo eh special ang araw araw niyo. Kasi sobrang nakakatuwa kapag ang lalaki laging nagpuput in ng effort. Feeling naming babae eh, isa kaming prinsesa.

14. Ang pangarap naming mga babae yung ipapakilala kami ng mga lalaki sa kanilang mga barkada at lalo na sakanilang pamilya: Feeling namin kami na yung pinaka maswerteng babae sa mundo. Kasi iilan lang ang lalaking naglalakas loob ipakilala kami sa parents at barkada nila. Yung iba kasi nahihiya. At feeling din nmin angkin na angkin na namin ang isang lalaki dahil nakilala na namin ang mga taong bumubuo sa buhay niya. :)

15. Magaling kaming mag-pretend: Kapag nasasaktan kami, nagpapaka-manhind kami. Kapag may nakitang di maganda, nagbubulagbulagan kami. Kapag may narinig na mali, nagbibingibingihan kami. Pero kapag mag-isa nalang kami, dun kami naglalabas ng sakit. Dun kami umiiyak. Kaya ang pangarap naming lalaki is yung sensitive enough sa mga nararamdaman namin. Yung kayang magtanong hanggang sa umamin kami...^^