My Life... Is Way Overrated.

Hmmm... Seemingly fitted title eh? Geez. I'm bored. Can someone just sprung out from out of nowhere and change the way I'm living please??... Yep. This is it. Another lame post. Hello to anyone who'll ever read this. Read at your own risk? Yeah whatev... I'm done with sh!tty intros. :P

So... As per my request... I really do hope someone can change my life. Well, I can change it on my own yes... But, that wouldn't much of a story would it?.. Haha. Let's try to look at some of my favorite literary pieces.. I'm not the classic type, so no I refuse to call my list boring. I'm not saying that classic lits are indeed boring... I just, I find them... Mind-numbing. So yeah it's just me... Don't go harsh on my opinion sweetums.. Why am I even explaining?!.. Guilty much. Ha! I did try to read classic literature... Geez... Always fall asleep on the first page. :P

1. Always first on my list.. Harry Potter. Uh..? Need I say why?.. Please it is my childhood. So no I'm not actually explaining. You know how the story starts... If not, then I suggest you get lost. Haha. Well Hagrid came to Harry's life and announced that: "Yer a wizard 'arry." From there the life of an eleven-year old ordinary boy... Had been filled with magic he never knew existed. Harry's life changes completely.

2. Fifty Shades Series. Oh the obsession. The mighty fine love story of Mr. Grey and Miss Steele. Can you just imagine if Anastasia didn't stumble down on Christian's office? If they never met? Where would the pleasurable desires be?.. They have changed each other life... In so many different ways... And that's what I love about this series... The depth of their story. Its not just about the kinky-fuckery... A good reader looks beyond that.. And yes, I am a good reader. This is one of the best love stories ever written that I've read... Not that I read tons anyways. :P So yeah, one day they met unexpectedly and it changed their life... Forever.

3. Vampire Diaries and True Blood. Oh well... Vampires are the creatures I'd never dreamt to dealt with. I never liked them. Until Damon Salvatore (Ian Somerhalder) and Eric Northman (Alexander Skaarsgard) happened. I love these two vamp TV series to bits because of those two hot actors. Okay, hot is an understatement. And my mind is currently not functioning too well to think of any other words to suit them both so that will do. Well, Elena's life changed when she met the Salvatore brothers.. Sookie's life stirs up when she met Bill and when she got smitten with Eric... Oh talk about complicated!

4. Fushigi Yuugi... If Miyaka didn't read the book that brought her and her best friend to some other world then she wouldn't met Tamahome... Her life will be... A plain and ordinary one.

5. Devil Beside You. If Qi Yue didn't mistaken Ahmon as her crush... She will end up with a different lover. But what strikes me the most is the part where Ahmon told Qi Yue that even if he hadn't mistaken her they would still meet maybe in the cinema or anywhere else... But they will definitely meet because they are destined to be together.

6. Meteor Garden/Hanayori Dango/Boys Over Flower... Hell yeah. I got hooked with that... Can you just imagine if Shan Cai didn't stood up against F4..? Where would the story be?

Oh my list could go endless! My point is... Can I just meet that someone already?!.. I know.. He's busy in London performing a lead role in a stage play called The Cripple of Inishmaan. Okay.. Great. My mood is busted.

Change. The only thing that's constant. Big word huh?.. As I go on with this list... I realized I've been waiting for that someone  for a very long time already... I'm a sucker for this life. Ugh. Can I just die?.. Hahaha. Just two days ago I found myself thanking God for not giving me a suicidal tendencies. Sheesh. Maybe I'll be dead by now... :P Then tonight the "life event" tab on Facebook got me wondering.... Why didn't they include Death?.. Pft. Hahahaha. I know. Crazy right?.. I actually checked it out... It is a life event.. Isn't it?.. Hahahaha. This is going nowhere.. I wanna sleep. Goodnight. 

Erratic Rave

I feel like my 2013 is wearing out too fast... July's about to end! How is this possible?!.. My life had been.. A little bit disoriented over the past months. Hahaha! Sometimes, I don't really know what to do about it... It's quite a good thing I don't have suicidal tendencies. Pft. Hahahaha.






July, July... It's always been my least favorite month... Oh don't ask me why... I don't know either. Haha. Yeah just one of those freaking "me" things... I feel like my heart rode a roller coaster this month... One moment I'm in seventh heaven and next thing I'm in the hidey-hole of blue devils. It's exasperating.






Geez. I'm bored. I don't even know what to talk about. I'm a very private person you know? I don't quite share my raw feeling... To anyone. Yes. I always hold it back... But can you blame me?... It's hard to be real nowadays... People prefer fakes. The society requires a certain degree on faking up yourself. That's why I hate people. :)) I'm sorry no offense meant. Okay let's rephrase that... I hate muggles. I'm a witch y'know?.. Hahaha!






I wanna make this light. I'm dealing with enough hell-raising occurrences already. And I don't quite wanna talk, think and elaborate about them right now.






So what's exactly is there to talk about?.. Honestly? I can't think of anything.. I just wanna do this post.. Uncertain of whatever it is that might slip in my thoughts...






Where am I?.. Haha. In my fave place... Not in my room though. Great. I'm talking nonsense here.. Oh well.. I always do... I mean no! Of corse I'm anything but nonsense. Tch. Whoever disagrees can die now thank you very much.








Then all of you just died. Hahaha. Sesh. Such a cray-cray thing. I need to find something productive to do... Ciao.

Daniel Radcliffe's Birthday

July 23, 2013

Tuesday

It's my love's 24th birth day! Haha! Sesh. I've loved him ever since he was twelve years old... I was nine then... I've been loving him for more than half of my life! He's my only "love at first sight"... Hahaha. Well I was beguiled with the magic that he had on the big screen as the famous boy wizard Harry Potter... Ever since then... He'd become a part of me. I might not know him personally yet.. But I've known him beyond his fame and the characters that he played. He's way more than a great actor for me. He's so much more than how other people sees him. He's the one I'll always choose, the one I'll be willing to fall for, the one who, without second thoughts will I be willing to lose my all with. He's the only one I want. ❤

Don't tell me it's nonsense, impossible and beyond irrational. I knew that already. I don't need anyone else telling me. Call me crazy and I'll take that as a compliment. I love him; and love moves mountain. I firmly believe that we're destined to be together. Our names says it all. *wink*

I'll be his Mrs. Radcliffe... We'll make London and Manila a neighboring cities... How..? Well, we'll figure that out on or own. :P And we'll have to... Sooner rather than later. He wants kids when he turns 30! My goodness gracious me.. I don't even know if I can be a great mom... I mean.. I'm still a baby.. And I don't even know how to take care of myself... How on earth would I take care of a baby?!.. Oh mind you.. He wants babies! Haha. Well.. That'll be six years from now... Not bad huh?.. And I'm pretty sure he'll be a great dad. So, I don't know.... Why are we talking about my future family?!.. Sesh. I'm totally losing it. Hahaha.

There had been rumors about him kissing his co-star at a party... Well, rumors about him hurts me every time... But I don't quite care whoever else it is that he kisses. So as long as he's mine to keep. Pressured much. I need to see him. I need him to love me as much as I love him. Hahaha.

Happy birthday Dan! I love you to bits and pieces, to hell and back and even to to the heavens up above. ❤

Retreat Message

Howdy my dearest blog! After a loooong writer's block.. Here I am making a post... Well according to my title this is a retreat message... When you do message of course you addressed it to someone... Like a letter... Right?.. So, this one is for someone I met just recently but is already occupying a big space in my heart... I don't know why.. But he is so special to me... :") Yep. He. And no.. We're not romantically inclined (ehem.. madami kasing chismosa sa mundo, inunahan ko lang. haha!) He's my lovebabe's cousin... Which makes him my baby... Okay.. Well, I don't really know where the "baby" thing came from... It just happened... He called me baby and I called him baby. And taadaa!! He's my Baby Tommy ^_^ just mine. Not sharing! I told him I'll kill anyone who'll call him baby or whom he'll call baby... I'm possessive like that. And I'm not kidding. O_o

Retreat Message turned into threat message?!.. Hahaha!! Well, I've told him a lot already... Those mushy retreat messages were sent directly in his cp's inbox while he's asleep... Maybe he'll read this after his retreat already... If he'll ever read it anyway... I mean I'm not expecting him to read this long, boring, nonsensical post... But I'll hate him if he won't read this.. >_< Psh. Hahahaha. Kidding. Well this is a first... I mean I don't have anyone to greet "happy retreat" nowadays... And I haven't post a blog about my other guy friends.. Not that I have a lot of friends anyways... But, the post about my guy best friend is not yet done and this is the first time I'll post a blog for a guy. To sum it all up?.. I just want my baby to feel oh-so-special. :") Haha! It's not even his birthday yet... It's just his retreat for Pete's sake!.. And I'm so not actually aware that it is his retreat today... I was just having an evil conversation with my lovebabe about some great stuff when she suddenly mentioned my baby.. She was like "Retreat nun bukas! Txt mo nga wala kase akong pantxt e" Oh diba?!.. Maka utos si ate wagas?!.. Bangasan ko kaya yun?!.. Chosz! Hahaha! Well.. What else is there to say?.. Yeah here goes my message...

Hi Baby! :)

Feeling so special yet?.. Haha! Well, you should because you are. I love you baby! If it isn't too obvious... I don't know why.. Do I need reasons?!.. Haha. Well I'm the most impulsive person you'll ever meet.. I do what I want to do and there's no stopping me once I start something up... You're my best friend's cousin and I so love that cousin of yours... Even if she actually gets on my nerves at times... Or most of the times I guess.. :)) She's the one who knows me too well and I'm not comfortable to anyone as much as I am with her.. Then I met you.. And your other cousins... And I just feel so welcomed and loved... I've never been so attached to people but with you guys... It's different. I love you all to bits and pieces! But you're my favorite!..❤ Don't tell them I said that... :)) Why didn't we met sooner?!.. Haha! I don't know whether it's the alcohol or whatever else... There's just no denying that we clicked so much when we're all drinking... together. :)

our first picture together ^_^
i so love getting wasted with you

I know we don't know much about each other yet... You'll probably hate me when you find out how freak of a brat I am, how mean can I get and how annoying I can be. Or maybe you'll love me more.. :)) Well, we'll go figure it out.. We have all the time in the world baby. Looking forward for our countless alcohol refill sessions together. Haha!

Uhm..? What else did I miss... Hmm.. Yeah the "thank you" part. Well thank you for having me as your one and only baby... :") I told you already right?.. I'm possessive and I don't do sharing. >:) And since you're my one and only baby as well.. Let's straighten things out... I don't want anyone hurting you... I'll kill anyone who tries to... And you don't want me to be a murderer and end up in jail baby... So you shouldn't let anyone hurt you... It's your retreat and I'm talking about murder... Hahaha!! What I'm really trying to say is that be strong enough to forgive people who'll hurt you because no matter how cautious you are there will always be those people who'll try to get you down... But they can't if you won't let them. Remember that. Aright?.. Well... You have me now and I'm always gonna be here exclusively for you baby..❤ Whether you'll want someone to talk to, someone to listen to you, someone to make you feel better, someone to scold you when you did something really stupid or someone you can do stupid stuffs with... You can always count on me. ;) And just so you know.. There are just too few people that I consider special in my life... And you're obviously one of those few so feel free to feel privileged.

That's it!.. I don't really know how to end this... Hahaha! I so love you baby! Enjoy your time with God. As I've said just surrender everything to Him. He'll know exactly what to do. This isn't actually about me.. This is about how God loves you and how special you are because you're His child. Only God knows how thankful I am that He sent you in my life. ❤

PS: I know you love the color green baby that's why the font color of this post is green. :)